"We are freeeeeeee Whoa oh oh ohhhhh!" hahah! yea! we're free! its finally the holidays!! yay! hahas.. yup.. finally done with the stressful exams.. been under tremendous stress for this exams until i just feel like dying.. hahas.. didnt have enough sleep everyday and such.. but thank God that i managed to survive it.. really must thank daddy God for placing so many good friends around me.. it is when you fall down that you will start to realise your daddy God's love for you.. indeed.. :D.. yup.. wasnt exactly in my tip top condition when i sat for all three paper.. but i believe that by His grace i will ace it! (please say Amen!) :D.. it was waisuet's birthday celebration yest.. hahas.. not bad la.. quite fun.. my laogong's birthday leh!! hahas.. we went to holland v's swensens for lunch/dinner.. food was good.. but service sucks.. hahas.. oh well.. went back with jeremy to np for combined cg meeting.. hahas.. it was fruitful indeed... hahas.. yup.. thats abt all.. photos! :D

Labels: birthday celebration, school

okay.. this post like the previous post.. isnt meant to stir up any kind of emotions at all (although it did create a huge stir in the previous case.. and i have no idea why).. you can choose not to believe whatever ive written over here.. but please at least respect my basic rights of being a blogger.. the "freedom" of speech.. hahas.. yup.. so here we go..

hey girl.. you may not know me really well.. and therefore might have mistaken me for someone whom im not.. as in..in terms of character and everything.. all i want to say is.. please dont get so agitated.. the post wasnt meant to be offensive at all.. i mean seriously.. you might have heard some nasty comments regarding me from ppl around you.. but i have to say.. that might not be the truth.. so please reconsider if it really happens.. yup.. i sincerely hope the best for you.. yea.. you may think im being a hypocrite by writing all these.. to tell you the truth.. its not la.. hahas.. and i am not out to fight with you over him.. please dont worry.. hahas.. whats between me and him is alrdy in the past.. its all over.. yup.. thats about all.. for the second and the last time.. i really want to wish you guys all the best together (when its been decided that is..).. if you still have any doubts or whatsoever.. please feel free to approach me.. ask your cousin/ him for my email barh.. i wont hesitate to answer your questions/ to hear what you wanna say.. good luck! :D



disclaimer: everything written here is just plainly my personal opinions.. you can choose not to read it.. whatever written here is not to stir up any kind of emotion..thank you..

i have no idea why im blogging right now..when im supposed to be studying.. my mind is still in a state of shock.. and confusion barh.. hais.. i had so much trust in you.. yet you disappointed me again and again.. call me paranoid or whatsoever.. i dont wish to pick a fight this time round by writing all these.. i just dont get it.. is there even true love in the world? (besides the love from daddy God..) you people think too lightly of the word "love" alrdy.. who gives you the right to get another one so soon? i mean.. if you want.. go ahead.. but i wont do it..its not that i dont have the qualities to do so (it came out rather wrong..pardon that).. its just simply because.. i believe in true love.. i believe that loving someone isnt just words.. isnt just something which can be done within a day or two.. its alot more than that.. its saddens me to see youngsters taking it so lightly nowadays.. hais.. maybe this is what pastor prince prayed for during the last service barh.. for everything bad to break off.. and for the right one with the "right place right time" to come.. i swear i didnt find all those stuff on purpose..its all an accident.. or should i say.. its God's way of doing things? i believe daddy God made me discover all these.. to make me give up on whatever thats hurting me..the thing abt Adam and Eve and Rebecca and Issac is that.. they are meant to be together.. they are the appointed ones by daddy God.. and i will wait for my appointed one to come..here wishing you all the best with her bah.. if you guys really did get together.. and happy birthday in advance my friend..


i love daddy God, i know He loves me too.. and its all that matters



hey ppl! sorry for not updating..hahas.. dont worry..im not dead yet.. hahas.. was really busy for the past few days studying for the upcoming sem exams.. stress leh! hahahas.. other ppl alrdy done with their exams..but mine havent even start yet..3 modules somemore.. D:.. hais..but oh well..the reason why im blogging tonight is because im taking a few days break from studying.. shouldnt do this.. but ah whatever..i need it seriously..hahas.. yup.. went to watch valkyrie with xavier, jeremy(ncc) and jer liang.. it was good.. as in how they portray it lar..but the storyline ah.. hmms.. sorry ah..ppl too stupid alrdy.. cant get it.. hahas.. >.<..yup.. went for dinner at seah imm afterwards.. with jane, jingyi, vanessa, ben and irene joining us.. it was fun.. hahas..yup.. went for arrow service today.. its was kinda good.. praise and worship was uber good in fact.. all my fav songs!! (the time has come, your name high, lord of all and name above all names twice somemore!!) hahahs.. totally enjoyed myself..hahahs.. dinner was at millenia walk.. garlic grilled fish again..its gooood as usual.. hahas.. of course the fellowship time with my best sister in christ angelina! hahahas.. :D.. sorry ah.. too busy alrdy.. no photos for once.. hahas.. oh well.. at least im blogging right? hahahas.. needa go sleep alrdy.. gd night ppl! :D

Labels: arrow, movie, npa, service

After thinking everything through while attempting to study biostats.. finally realised that everything just isnt what it seems to be.. i dont want anything/anybody except for Jesus. Hes the only one who will love me entirely.. who is so perfectly perfect and completely complete. Im going to start my life afresh with Jesus as my priority.. i can do this! I LOVE JESUS! :]

call me crazy all you guys want.. i dont careeeee...



hello ppl! spent a great vday yest.. with someone secret.. muahahahas.. :P.. hahas.. went for 4th service as usual today.. its miracle seed sunday! whees! was so excited abt it.. i didnt fall asleep in service today horh!! hahas..and in case if you're wondering.. i dont usually do.. unless im really really tired..hahas.. >.<..yupp.. had a great time fellowshipping with angelina today again.. she bought lang lang to service today.. it is sooooo cute!! but i still think that yang yang is cuter.. :P.. hahas.. k larh.. photos time!

Labels: photos, service, vday

whees.. im so tired..but happy! i went to twinnie's house to bake cookies today!! heh.. second time baking cookies.. end result almost the same.. its still as jaw-breaking as ever! but still all the thanks go to twinnie..for offering me her place and all the help! thanks so much!! :] hahahas.. we only had enough for 3 batch of cookies.. and everything ended quite late.. so i have to cab down to np.. had dinner before cg.. hahas.. cg meeting was more like a sharing session.. talked abt broken hearts and emo moments.. but it was fun nonetheless.. hahas.. went to al azhar with some of the ppl after cg.. it was hilarious.. the cockroach incident.. hahas.. scary yet funny.. hahas.. okay.. some photos before i go!

Labels: baking, caregroup, vday

Labels: gv, one-m-o-two, photos, school

photo update! still waiting for more photos to come! hahas..

Labels: chalet, photos, service